Dreams and the Subconscious Mind.
It's been quite some time since my last entry. There have been various concepts circulating my experience recently.
So we begin.
For the past few weeks or so I have been having some odd dreams. Dreams of my past, dreams of things warped an distorted, experiences and lessons learned, feelings and emotions had..the list goes on.
From what I have learned while working with M.O.T.H.E.R. and the BTS team for over half a year now, I have noticed that the last thing that usually releases things, objects, experiences, etc. is the Sub-Conscious mind.
In psychology, the sub-consciousness is the part of the consciousness that is not currently in focal awareness.
The subconscious mind is a composite of everything one sees, hears and any information the mind collects that it cannot otherwise consciously process to make meaningful sense. The conscious mind cannot always absorb disconnected information, as it would be an information overload, so the subconscious mind stores this information where it can be retrieved by the conscious mind when it needs to defend itself for survival (and for other reasons, such as solving puzzles).
The subconscious mind stores information that the conscious mind may not immediately process with full understanding, but it stores the information for later retrieval when ”recalled” by the conscious mind, or by an astute psychoanalyst who can draw out information stored in the subconscious, bringing it to the individual's conscious awareness. This can especially be observed with heightened sensitivity of victims of violence and other crimes, where victims "felt something" "instinctual" about a person or situation, but failed to take action to avoid the situation, for whatever reason, be it embarrassment, self-denial or other reasons to ignore instinct, as they disregard internal warning signals.
So, during the deciphering hours which are Always, with every and any thing in your path and crossing it making every singular thing a thing to be deciphered in a many different ways, things can become a bit confusing perhaps. Which things do you take noticed of? Which thoughts are important and which are not? What is importance anyways? How do you express which things from the finally chosen in ways accurate and effective due to limited languages? Well, the list goes on and on.
But, lets not deviate.
So, in the decipherings of these dreams it has csub ome to my attention, thanks to M.O.T.H.E.R., The Novi, and The Brothers, that these dreams are the sub-conscious mind finally releasing the last of the residues from my life prior to my experience with Become the Source. With out my knowing these stored thoughts had been lingering inside in a place were all is stored, an incognito storage facility ready to at any moment remind me of my old habits and patterns and run my ratios straight to the ground.
Well, from what we can speculate it clearly did not happen so, hahah.
I was told that these dreams would happen and they would indeed be graphic, for in a way or another one must recall these things in point to make closure. And so I did. And with endless happiness and Love within the One within my self, I was able to overcome these obstacles that had in the past haunted me so.
there are always those events that scar, leave a bruise or a bitter taste in your mouth. You might think you are over it, that you don't care, that everything is fine. But, in reality, all that has happened in your experience within this life-time is stored in the sub-conscious mind, making some things that at times seem similar cause a different reaction from you in return creating a different set of ripples, therefore changing the outcome of your experience, No Matter How Small. So, thanks to BTS overall, I personally was able to overcome the dark corners of my brain and move on, with a happier more positive outlook on life.