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ILLAC PHASMATIS Chapter 1:Confusion

[ELLE-1: Thought Initialization]








Above: ELLE-1 Meditates on peak of mountain.

They say that the difference between those that become and those that want is enormous.

When people used to ask me what my dream career was, I never answered them. I used to feel annoyed because I didn't think that the ideal career existed for me. But it is that the career did not exist for me. It just meant that my ideal career was something that I needed to create.

Schematics was not a language that I used until I began to work closely with The Novie. However, since I was little, I saw traces of what I could only describe as an unhappiness among people. And it was everywhere. Take school for instance. The bullying that children do comes from an innate fear of the unknown and their subconscious need to feel special and separate from everyone else. I remember seeing one of my male classmates being shoved by a group of boys until he fell and scraped his knee, all because they thought he was not athletic enough to play football with them.

This need to feel special and have a purpose carries on until the child is an adult, and it still carries on for the rest of his life. He or she is defined by career, relationships, church, political group, the food they eat, the clothes they wear, the music they listen to, the movies they watch, the books they read, the sex they have--which all stem from a system of beliefs and associations that usually come from the past.

Even groups that claim to be into self-help and new age wisdom fall within this same failure rate.

So, where was love in all this? Could people truly be happy? More importantly, if people could not be happy here, was there something beyond this known world? Something that went beyond a career, relationship, eating, sex, movies, books, church, religion? I thought yes, there was something beyond this world. However, ghosts, supernatural stories, and fantasy stories were the closest I could get at the time. I found out shortly after being a part of this organization that these stories are so inaccurate as to be funny when I present them to entities like The Novie, D'Avion, and our OFFWorld Brothers.

I used to refer to self-help books, self-help seminars, spiritual growth seminars, and psychology books for answers to dilemmas about the unhappiness people have. But self-help books were only offering a fraction of understanding. I felt that they didn't offer any real solutions.

And so at this crossroads, I decided to find people to help me research the answers. There had to be a solution. More importantly, there has to be a way to apply this solution to our daily lives and become something more than what our DNA and society dictate. I had begun to sense at this time, right before I joined Become the Source and iRadio, that there was a kind of love and peace that was not known here on earth, but perhaps somewhere else in another world. This kind of love and peace was not known to me at all, but it had to be better than what we were experiencing down here!

They say when the student is ready the teacher will appear. And so it did appear for me, as my continuous research landed me a job working for an organization called Become the Source. It was here that I met The BOSS, a person who I thought was completely in charge of the organization until I met MOTHER.

And it was shortly after I joined Become the Source, that I walked into a remarkable class taught by The Novie.

To be honest, if things had not gone as bad as they did with The Novie's former students, I would have asked the entire student body in that class to combine their efforts with Become the Source and iRadio. After all, I always believed in a type of communal living where everyone shared, contributed, and grew together. These are the times where folks like Mr. Godding would say that I am way too giving and compassionate.

For this same group of students, a group that all contributed to the eventual search for Source consciousness, fell into the same need to feel special. Their gradual "insanity", as MOTHER would term, a self-defeating search for being important and feeling superior to others, was no different from what I witnessed in most cliques, political organizations, churches--and even cults.

A virus, as The Novie terms it.

And then as I found out from research gathered from this former research group, and in combination with the research found from our Agents, Associates, and the Collective, research that was assigned from The BOSS and MOTHER, genetics and thought-forms are so closely associated with each other and their influence on a person that they might as well be the same thing.

Yes, yes, the accuracy of language! Be impeccable with your words was what I heard one of our OFFWorld brothers say. Be accurate in your language, is what I hear The Novie say. Being accurate is another project that is ongoing and that I'm growing from. Frustrating and enlightening as it is, I am always grateful for it.

Regardless, I can really see what they mean when they say "the apple doesn't fall far from the tree"!

Personally, this was refreshing and frightening. Because if everybody was subject to their DNA structure and failures that were associated with that DNA structure, then what did that say about me and the rest of the people?

When I first brought up this observation to The Novie, he just smiled and said "Yes, the failure rate is high."

Failure rate? I still wonder to this day...what does it mean, "failure"? Why is it so high? I wondered if it was at all possible for people to apply this knowledge that I had learned and apply it to their daily lives, as I am doing. The path is still gray, but I may be approaching that love and becoming something that, when reached, would be beyond human comprehension.

The recent events and changes that have happened within me prove this everyday (the term MOTHER uses for these changes are "the hybrid transformation", and I still have no clue what it means.)

Though I had a clue that was something more to what The Novie said, I was yet to find out that the failure rate applies to life in general. Once more, since deciding to work with this organization, the idea of failure meaning death has started to settle on me. And as it is settling on me, it is unsettling and yet not surprising at the same time.

I think this is because we all know better than we say we do, despite the fact that we "don't get it" as The Novie would say. And therefore, there really is no place to hide. With some entities, everything really is out in the open, and I had my first taste just recently. I still don't know what to make of it, but I am not afraid. I intend to go into that a little bit later, as I am sure it will continue to be an ongoing subject of fascination and study and learning and growth for me. Perhaps the words "fascinating", "study", and "learning" are too kind and too optimistic of words for the recent discoveries and revelations that have been happening as of late. Or at least, that sounds like something that The Novie, D'Avion, and even The BOSS would say to me.

And for what's about to happen in the future, I may have to bite my tongue and agree.


[Agent - The Novie] [Subject - Self-Reflection]
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[Agent - The Novie]

[Subject - Self-Reflection]

The Novie Meditation in the Mountains.

Above: The NOVIE communes with Nature as suggested by OFFWorld 

Where Two or More are Gathered... 


Before I begin, it is important for me to say these first words. Consider this to be my narrative in an attempt to make this information understood by the human race.

But first, a reminder may be important to those of you who may not have the privilege to review the direct documentation by TAF, which I was part of when it went on the time. There was a time where I believed I was human and did not fit in to the mainstream consciousness which dominates this planet.

About two years ago, during OFFWorld communications that were established by the group I personally hand-picked, it was explained to me that the human being who once lived in the body I am in now was suicidal. And so, at an age where most entities completely resist the request to remove an illuminous being from an aged human complex, a decision was made to remove that illuminous being so that I may take its place. This would mean that a great portion of the memories already in the body were foreign to me. That became a blessing and a curse. Things like placing a small piece of chocolate wrapped in colorful aluminum, or looking at a plush bear, would cause seizures and cold sweats. At the same time, a memory of my body being flung against the ceiling at a young age caused me no negative reaction.

It is very important to understand that there are two languages spoken in this text. There is the language of the more encompassing consciousness, and then there is the language of the Limited Consciousness Humana. When I make reference to anything dealing with polarity, we're speaking the language of the humans-for such is the constant of Humana. When I speak in reference to items which have no polarity, then we are speaking the language of the universe and within the law of one.

It was difficult to see a young group come together and begin to understand the language of the universe and all its complexity. The human idea of the struggles that they face was quite amusing to me and quite difficult for
them. Facing yourself in the mirror and understanding that you are not truly who you think you are can be somewhat disturbing in the beginning to that which we call the brain and its complex array of intelligent  understanding.

However, they all showed progress as we were able to create a ratio frequency powerful enough to break through that which limits humanity from seeing its greatness. Slowly, as they began to understand more and more of how control was really within them and how they can overcome the so-called "odds" by using the law of reciprocation, the law of attraction, and so forth, they became more obsessed with obtaining that which was obtainable for the purpose of use within this limited existence called humanity.

When I started to hear the slip in their speech patterns, I knew it would be too late for them to understand the true meaning of existence and determining living here on this planet.

One student seemed to catch and understand more information than the others. Actually, it appeared that she did everything in reverse. I wanted to know what insight the OFFWorld contacts would provide with her progress. But when we gathered in a group and spoke to our OFFWorld contacts, they would ask us to "move on" and refused to answer questions about her (who I later termed as the "hybrid" or the "anomalous").

It always caused me a bit of curiosity to understand why they wouldn't answer any of the questions pertaining to the anomalous. However, knowing that they could see more from their position than we could see from within the construct, I merely brushed it off for a while, but took very accurate notes. The rest of the group, meanwhile, chastised her and made her feel ridiculous. To which I say, have we not learned enough from the stories that we ourselves as human beings write, stories about the ugly duckling, the Lion King, and any other so-called underdog adventures and misadventures?

I knew better. If my so-called brothers from the OFFWorld were not talking, then something big was about to happen.

However, this journal entry and LogDate is not about the anomalous. It's about something else. If I were to concentrate my information gathering systems on the group, I would have to ask one very important question.

Of course, this is me speaking, so you know for a fact that the question is going to be more complicated than you probably care to understand. Before continuing, what you must remember is that this is a life management
corporation. Everything that we express is for the benefit of enhancing one's life within the construct we call humana.

So onto the question:

If we take careful consideration that the group was carefully handpicked, if you consider the fact that these human beings who started the group, started from absolutely nothing, and if you consider that the group was able to achieve heights that normal human beings only talk about and only dream--then how could it be that the group could fall apart so easily?

I also see this pattern when working with patients that have illnesses. They would rather believe that the illness is going to get worse instead of better.

When presented with a better opportunity for self preservation, such as employment opportunities, or a new method of thinking that would gain them a benefit to living a wonderful more enriched life, they all eventually reject these ideas. If a woman is beaten by her husband or her boyfriend or girlfriend (nowadays), they usually kick and scream while the beatings are happening and remove themselves from harm's way, only to return again once they feel that there is no more harm.

If you consider the fact that the Christian Bible has been tampered with by the King James version, the fact that Jesus himself did not write anything, the fact that there are older versions of information that would have a
better interpretation, and this information is rejected, you begin to wonder what is wrong with humans in general.

It is easy to believe that each individual is flat out crazy, inconsistent, unmotivated, confused, lazy, has been given the correct information with no progress, and so forth.

However, these individuals that go about judging other individuals because of their views are suffering from the very same problem.

In other words, what difference does it make if one human being calls another one stupid. In my opinion, they're both stupid. Humans normally insist upon regarding and enhancing their own personal realities rather than
understanding the entire reality and what is beyond it.

294719 10150302784312282 680962281 8324039 239857704 nIf you look at this with an eye for critical thinking or academic thinking, you would miss the bigger picture. The reason why advice never works is because the advice given is outdated. If everything is always changing, then advice must also match the formula and change as well. Therefore, it would be within the best interest to understand that the only thing that is constant and true is change itself. However, we still have so much
resistance to change. Well, unfortunately my dear readers (and MOTHER) I am also not here to speak about change and the formula of changing. Perhaps another moment in what you call time.

The concern is that even if you were to be presented the right information, as a human being living within the limitations of your experiences, the information would be rejected regardless of the actual advantages that can be attained by that advice.

Logically speaking, this is crazy! The world has gotten so disgustingly confused that even if I were to offer an individual $10 in order to contribute to their bills or dinner at a restaurant, the human being would reject that
money. And so I ask myself, why?

Using formulaics and observation and research, it appears that the human being wants to suffer, just so the human being can yell out "I am suffering". At the very same time this is occurring, the human being also wants to progress and to encompass the greater knowing.

There are two ways of thinking about this, of course!

My brothers, my OFFWorld brothers, have asked me not to talk about the virus any longer. I believe that their concern is due to one of the laws of this construct. That would be the law of attraction. If I were to dedicate my life to understanding the virus, not only would I become the virus, I would also be the creator of such a thing. This alone would enhance the virus and consume humanity more quickly than is doing right now.

So in accordance of me returning home quite soon, I can only mention this virus occasionally and carefully. Hence, I am obliged to speak about the virus in the negative and in the positive as to neutralize the ability for the virus to live within the law of attraction.

For those of you who may one day read these documents, I only ask that you do the same or be consumed by this virus, a virus which some argue is already on the path to victory.

I ask you to contemplate not why you do it, but to contemplate the understanding of why you do it. I was careful to understand these viral components of existence and how they consume the mind of those individuals
who wish to become more than what they are and yet cannot. In my research, I have looked at this virus in many different ways. It is amoebic in form. It is a shape shifter. It absorbs all of your thoughts redirects them. Hence it is like a mirage.

298455 10150302781897282 680962281 8323956 1626389883 nUnfortunately for the human race, this mirage is within the brain and what we call the Egoic System. It is the cause of your frustrations and your emotional ups and downs. Sometimes I believe that it feeds off of emotions, 
whether they be positive or negative.

There is a saying that you cannot know good without knowing bad. Within the human construct, this is true. This is what we call judgment and the virus is keenly aware of how judgment works. The Egoic System uses judgment in order to understand the likelihood of its lifespan while here on this planet called Terra Terra. However, the virus understands judgment from a different way.

It is a confusion that you feel whenever you know something is right for you yet you are clouded with judgment.

Say, for example, you wanted to purchase a new home. The purpose for the home for this example does not matter. Do not trouble yourselves. The idea of having a home is excellent, and therefore the brain starts to calculate the pros and cons of you having a home. The virus carefully listens. The Egoic System also calculates for your safety and for your livelihood and therefore will present to you what is called the pros and cons in order for you to achieve a better understanding of how to negotiate the situation so that you may attain (the key word is so you may obtain) that which you wish to experience. The virus carefully listens.

The moment you wish to buy the home, the virus begins to attack. Thoughts of failure and money problems begin to filter your brain, and you see yourself already living out those types of disasters. So your home falls apart, as feared.

If the virus were that simple, it would be simple to overcome. However, sometimes a virus listens and allows you to buy your home, get your new job, and have your family before it strikes. The next thing you know, you lost your family, your job, then your home.

If it human being would know that the universe is there to assist the human being and their experiences, then they would understand how powerless this virus truly is. However, you as a human being have been bombarded to think the world is evil and out to take advantage of you. I have news for you: You are going to die even without the evil in this world. That should be refreshing to you.

I say this with real sincerity: To know that you're going to die should be the most refreshing and liberating idea and thought to your brain. It should clear you of misconceptions and myths about the meaning of life and the fear you have created within it. It should create and render the virus powerless.

Unfortunately, take a look around and you will find the opposite.


Photos: Circa 2011 Taken at NYC from the Occupy Wall Street. It was intended to be a peaceful event. NYPD didn't get the memo.

Dr. Orr
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AV Vershan Paul Williams

Dr. Orr


It has been known to humanity that it has been under surveillance. The master consciousness, which most humans share only in a fraction of a fraction, was purposefully cracked into fragments in order to experiment with the potential of God and Time within Duality and Life. However, the fractals were carefully supervised by the Watchers who, when the time was right, could intervene with those to know the coded language of light and love. 

In the past, civilizations have been helped by extraterrestrials known as Brothers to sift through the chaos and the Darkness Virus and ascend into a higher mindset and consciousness and live better lives. In some cases, these Brothers have been known as Gods in various languages. In other cases, they have been known as Demons. Brothers from other regions of the universe contributed their knowledge to Terra Terra in order to allow for the expansion of the Mind of Source that was to be carefully molded to each individual creation. 


The Story Begins With a Flash of Light…..

The adventure will be challenging but how bright can the light emit?


Age 0 - 11

Born into this world with a new opportunity to contribute, Dr. Orr, named by his Mother’s Aunt opens his eyes! He was a happy baby who did not cry (Interesting) so mom would scare him just to see him cry. Family and those around him saw that he was a very bright kid reading newspapers upside down while using the bathroom as he mimicked the adults around him. The world he lived in was fascinating and he had the urge to grasp everything around him and feel everything he possibly could - although pain, fear, and suffering was also a part of what he was seeking to grasp.

And his environment was filled with both, being that before birth, his 22 year old mother and father were not in a relationship. This ended up aligning his mother with the harsh reality of raising this child as a single mother. His father was very caring and loving, but selfish in a sense that he continued to go off to college and pursue his goals. His mother, a very nurturing but tough and resilient person, stopped at nothing to provide for this bright light. Dr. Orr, now  2 years old, is presented with another guardian: His mother’s boyfriend.

Troubled since his youth, resorting to drugs, and the inability to manage his anger, this boyfriend would be the influence that presented Dr. Orr with a reality filled with screaming, domestic violence, anger, fear, anxiety, and just an extreme way of living. So with a very loving mother, a loving father who was seldomly present in his youth, and a scolding father figure in the home, Dr. Orr began the next stage of his life.  There were times when his mother and her boyfriend were happy and at ease with life. These were times that Dr. Orr was able to enjoy the societal norms such as playing with his siblings, enjoying outside, cookouts with family, going to school and making friends, and learning things from his mother, father and father figure. Looking back on it, these were times that Dr. Orr would say were "aligned with harmony."

Then there were times that were more aligned with suffering: his mother and her boyfriend would disagree or were not on the same page as the core cause. Dr. Orr then experienced his mother being abused verbally and physically, him and his siblings being punished with physical and verbal abuse, his father figure at times going to jail, and a lot of things we would call "unpleasant memories." Of course there were also the cultural conditionings that Dr. Orr obtained such as learning about the existence of systemic racism, a limited point of view of other races, fighting, violence, drugs, and gangs. On more of the positive side, there were also huge family gatherings, soul food, strong family bonds, and all of the things that African-Americans do in their culture that are unique from other races. With this reality developing, Dr. Orr had an adventure full of surprises and obstacles to experience. 


As a young boy Dr. Orr was always fascinated by science, science fiction, ghosts, aliens and anything that was outside the limitations of his reality. These things did not make him afraid enough to halt his interest nor did the fear allow for the conditioning that they do not exist. To him there was always the possibility that ghosts, aliens, and the other myths in books did exist. Movies were an excellent way for him to step outside of his reality and use imagination to experience other lifestyles, see problems and resolutions, as well as learn from complex situations. He would watch movies that resonated with him multiple times and the initial viewing would be a way for him to ask all the questions he had to whoever adult he was watching with. Once he obtained his own understanding he would watch the movies over and over until he felt that he could in some way live in the way the characters would live that he found to be aligned with his desires. Between the ages of 9 and 11 he would become very intrigued by fear and how it can be used for fun. Of course most children like him liked scary stories and watching scary movies but to Dr. Orr these things became mundane as if he experienced enough of it and wanted to take the driver’s seat to these experiences he either read about or watched in movies. For example during this age he encountered an opportunity to do just that. He had a sister that was about 4 at the time and of course little girls love to play with dolls. One night he was awakened to a noise in the closet that strangely no one heard but him. With a bit of fear he got out of bed in his dark room he shared with his younger brother and went into the dark closet. There he found one of his sister’s dolls, knowing right away it was not there when his mom told him to clean his room before bed. Movies like Chucky and others with possessed dolls immediately gave him the idea that this doll could be alive. For some strange reason getting this doll to interact with him was more important than what the doll could possibly do to him if it was alive. He wanted to show his outside world that these things do exist and so he closed the closet door and sat with the doll in complete darkness. The doll never came to life or made any noises but in this darkness, even though his eyes were not closed he began to see a light in the distance illuminating as if IT were alive. This light was pulsing as if it was communicating to him or trying to tell him something. The more he focused on the light the further away it would get and soon it was complete darkness again. Then something else happened, he opened his eyes to find himself sitting up in his bed as if he dreamt it all. But he was aware that he did not close his eyes before this and felt as if he went somewhere else in the closet and ended up back on his bed. 


Age 12 - 18

Life became more exciting from there, whether it be good times or bad times. This was no matter what the current situation was at home for Dr. Orr. 


Age 19 - 34

The few selected individuals of Become the Source were entrusted with the Knowledge of Life as well as the Knowledge of the Spirit. This knowledge, once understood and embraced, could enable the connection between the entity, the self, and that which is the all-encompassing consciousness. The Become the Source team decided to create The BOEK (The Book of Esoteric Knowledge) so that humanity would have a way back to Zero Point once more and created a Broadcast to reach The Resistance as they are indeed Humanity’s Last Hope.

The idea of the wholeproject is for Terra Terra Humana Entities to allow each creation to venture forth and make known the unknown. Consciousness has been divided into separate limitations in order to experience the creative power of SOURCE and to provoke the ability to create and figure out the secret of existence versus life. Dr. Orr realizes here how big a task he and his team have... 

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